I Still Felt Like I was Alive

I was scared to go outside because I was sick all the time. I was scared of how people would perceive me. I didn’t want to go to work. I was scared…

That was the worst part of my life ever, just looking outside and scared to go out there. I didn’t go to none of my appointments. I couldn’t. I didn’t have bus fare. I was without my medicine for about four to five months. Surprised that I was still alive.

I still felt like I was living…

… The bus stop itself reminds me of my drug habits I used to have…it reminds me of me walking past it, seeing if I want to sleep right there…

I learned you just have an extra thing that you have to take care of, but it’s not really a burden… You just have to take your medicine and go to your doctor visits, that’s all.

It’s nothing but life and living things in this picture. That’s personally how it worked for me when I found out.

All the other pictures look external, but on the inside, I still felt like I was alive…

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